FUCK SEX. FUCK IT. I honestly do NOT like sex. Not that it feels bad, I just don’t like having sex. It makes me feel dirty and disgusting and when I picture myself doing anything sexual I hate myself. I don’t want to have sex. I just don’t and I will not have sex, and there is NOTHING wrong with that. I don’t care if I never have a relationship again because of it. I’d rather be alone if sex is really THAT important. I think our society values sex WAY too much. I think there are way way more important things in a relationship. I understand sex is necessary to make a baby and that’s cool because don’t want babies anyway. I respect myself and love myself just enough to not have to settle and do things to make other people happy. I have the courage to say no to the things I want nothing to do with. For once I’m happy with myself and who I am, at least to this extent. I’m not hating myself for being different. I’m actually loving myself for being different and that is a HUGE improvement.
July 22, 2014